#146 Why Do I Explore the Dark?

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Why Do I Explore the Dark?

Why do I explore the dark

when others dance lightly on

the surface in the sunshine

while I’m drawn to

downward spirals trying

to find answers

to the mysteries?

Mostly that’s okay

but sometimes I meet up

with a dancer in distress

and my communication

with them is too intense.

Did I purposefully

ask for this role

when I came into this life?

Why would a being

choose such a path?

I unexpectedly came

into a sorrow

that I did not want,

(or so I thought then)

and so I still think now.

Then another sorrow arrived

as if to remind me

to stay on the path,

to not attempt

to shy away

from the toughest questions

I could ask

about who I am,

why I came,

and how I can make use

of a path that seems

sometimes more twisted

than the paths of others?

But that can not be so

as the daily headlines

are filled with tragedy and trevail.

No life is untouched by sorrow.

[That is a question.]

Each of us has touched joy

so the presence of the

occasional opposite of that

seems logical.

We all search for

balance.

Perhaps it is merely our

reactions which differ

or the reactions we allow

others to see.

Maybe I just never got good

at concealment

or containment

and let those suckers

out of the bag.

It wouldn’t be the only

social grace I lack,

unlearned,

as I went

poking around

those dark corners.

Such an odd way

to go about

trying to find

light.

2 thoughts on “#146 Why Do I Explore the Dark?

  1. So different we are. I hate so much being deep into anything. I sometimes accept the pretty superficial to avoid the deep dark. I am like a moth attracted to the light even if it might burn me.
    I so respect your drive to delve into the underneath- the darkness.
    You wrote a Beautiful poem.
    Debbie

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  2. Jane, I too, love the dark, the darker the better. The light which abides there opens us to the vastness of the plenum in which we are. Your poem is exquisite in inviting us into Oneness. Namaste, Joe

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